A person becomes stronger and worthier when he survived a battle.
Life is so complicated, when you love you hate, when you cry you smile so as with love. There is no such thing as perfect relationship everything undergoes into series of test which could determine how strong it is.
And, the most painful yet fulfilling test a relationship could offer is to let go of the person who means so much to you. A person who touches your life and made you the best of who you are, a person who inspired you.
Letting go has never been easy, but holding on can be as difficult especially if you already know within yourself that both of you is already digging a hole within the compact heart which you nurtured together. It is the most painful test which can make you strong and can create strength within your ego.
To let go isn't about giving up. It's about accepting that there are things that cannot be. It is a test which contains many types that could make you better and could give you high grade after completion. It judge whether you will still continue to follow the path which your relationship went or to stop and take a detour.
Letting go is the willingness to let go of the life you have planned, so as to accept the life that is planned by God. And letting go is the best driving force to act well and to make you better in the future. The best driving force that can make you successful.
It is not an end rather it is a beginning…..who knows in the future you will end up together again and it will be much sweeter when you both accomplish everything in your life yet you end up together
I made it at 8:52PM Nov. 13, 2010
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
WHERE WILL I GO?
I am at the midst of taking one hard decision wherein I am torn between my dreams, which to have a permanent teaching job and to graduate in my MA the soonest and with my service for my church. For the past few weeks my mind and my heart disagree with each other. My mind keeps on telling me to focus on a life where I can succeed in the future but my heart is so conscientious and whispering to me, “hey! girl you know you can do and can handle it why do you need to give up?”
I asked several people’s opinion,
My mom said, “anakko, kaasiam ta bagim ni di ka pay matmaturog ti adu a ubramon sa nayonam manen!” (Have pity for yourself you nearly don’t sleep with the bulk of things you are doing and now you want to add more) I cannot say anything with my mom’s words because she can notice my everyday activities.
My boyfriend said, “no, but think more about it can you handle your time well? Give your service but do not go with the highest position” and I said “I gave it up already but it seems like I made a wrong decision as if Jesus is not happy” and he said “that is because you know you can do it, don’t worry lets pray for that chubz”. He is really very supportive in anything I do.
By the way, you may be asking so what if you serve at the church? The service I’m talking about entails great responsibility which you should give some of your time in order for it to work and you know how I lead I give my all to make every detail worthy.
Before I slept last night I realized the pros and cons if I enter in the world of services in our church. So I opened my file of Hillsong’s and did my devotion. Familiar and unfamiliar songs keep playing then I heard the lines of the song The Potter’s Hand, Lead me lord I pray….. Use me……..Lead me walk beside me……..I give my life to the potter’s hand….. followed by a voice over telling “Just lift your voice give your life to Jesus give enough to Jesus” then the song Mighty to Save followed with this lines that catches my attention, Everyone needs compassion,……….Let mercy fall on me………..My Savior, He can move the mountains……… So take me as You find me ………….I give my life to follow, Everything I believe in, Now I surrender
These lines made me realize something, that if I will let Jesus lead me and I offer every single detail of my life I will not fail, if I will let the Lord use me I will not be hesitant in every dreams I have, that the Lord can move mountains if you share your aspirations to Him success and blessings will surely flow. If you share your life and you are followed by people in need everything you believe, dream and aspire you will surely attain. So, I tell to GOD, take me as You find me, I give my life to follow Now I surrender.
Surely, peace of mind shall be attained every work you do will be done neither in pressures nor stress but in fulfillment, every dream will turn out into accomplishments and every plans to realization.
If you know you can do it, share it because God gave that to you, do not follow the third man in the parable of the talents where he just bury the money that his master gave him instead of using it as capital to earn profits. If you wholeheartedly share to everyone the things our Master God gave you blessings and success will overflow.
Now, I believed God will fix my life and will let my everyday worthy. I can do all things and I know He will not depart from me that I will attain success in the dreams that I have because my dreams are His dreams at the same time I can offer my services because this is what He called me for. I can share my services even if I will not hold any position. I am more at ease. I will seek God, I will follow Him in the path where He want me to go. God bless everyone.
Please don’t hesitate to leave some advice. Thank you!
I asked several people’s opinion,
My mom said, “anakko, kaasiam ta bagim ni di ka pay matmaturog ti adu a ubramon sa nayonam manen!” (Have pity for yourself you nearly don’t sleep with the bulk of things you are doing and now you want to add more) I cannot say anything with my mom’s words because she can notice my everyday activities.
My boyfriend said, “no, but think more about it can you handle your time well? Give your service but do not go with the highest position” and I said “I gave it up already but it seems like I made a wrong decision as if Jesus is not happy” and he said “that is because you know you can do it, don’t worry lets pray for that chubz”. He is really very supportive in anything I do.
By the way, you may be asking so what if you serve at the church? The service I’m talking about entails great responsibility which you should give some of your time in order for it to work and you know how I lead I give my all to make every detail worthy.
Before I slept last night I realized the pros and cons if I enter in the world of services in our church. So I opened my file of Hillsong’s and did my devotion. Familiar and unfamiliar songs keep playing then I heard the lines of the song The Potter’s Hand, Lead me lord I pray….. Use me……..Lead me walk beside me……..I give my life to the potter’s hand….. followed by a voice over telling “Just lift your voice give your life to Jesus give enough to Jesus” then the song Mighty to Save followed with this lines that catches my attention, Everyone needs compassion,……….Let mercy fall on me………..My Savior, He can move the mountains……… So take me as You find me ………….I give my life to follow, Everything I believe in, Now I surrender
These lines made me realize something, that if I will let Jesus lead me and I offer every single detail of my life I will not fail, if I will let the Lord use me I will not be hesitant in every dreams I have, that the Lord can move mountains if you share your aspirations to Him success and blessings will surely flow. If you share your life and you are followed by people in need everything you believe, dream and aspire you will surely attain. So, I tell to GOD, take me as You find me, I give my life to follow Now I surrender.
Surely, peace of mind shall be attained every work you do will be done neither in pressures nor stress but in fulfillment, every dream will turn out into accomplishments and every plans to realization.
If you know you can do it, share it because God gave that to you, do not follow the third man in the parable of the talents where he just bury the money that his master gave him instead of using it as capital to earn profits. If you wholeheartedly share to everyone the things our Master God gave you blessings and success will overflow.
Now, I believed God will fix my life and will let my everyday worthy. I can do all things and I know He will not depart from me that I will attain success in the dreams that I have because my dreams are His dreams at the same time I can offer my services because this is what He called me for. I can share my services even if I will not hold any position. I am more at ease. I will seek God, I will follow Him in the path where He want me to go. God bless everyone.
Please don’t hesitate to leave some advice. Thank you!
Got to get my Heart back
I know where I went wrong when I loved you more then I loved myself.
I would have done anything for you.
And I learned when I realized you didn't love me the way that I loved you but now I know.
It's hurts inside.
Got to get my heart back to the way it used to love.
The way it used to be.
And the way it used to feel.
Before I fell in love.
Fell in love wit you.
Got to get my heart back to the way it used to love.
The way it used to be.
And the way it used to feel.
Before I fell in love.
Fell in love wit you.
All I want is true love.
Couldn't tolerate no more loving someone who couldn't learn to love somebody else.
That's why my heart ain't been the same.
Aye, Aye.
I see right now where it's heading down.
The same road I've seen before.
But no one told me that it would hurt this way.
And my life wouldn't be the same.
That's why I got to get my heart back to...
Got to get my heart back to the way it used to love.
The way it used to be.
And the way it used to feel.
Before I fell in love.
Fell in love with you.
You ain't gotta lie.
You see me lookin fly.
You want me on your arm.
Well I ain't got the time.
I've seen it all baby.
I've been around the world and it's a cold game everywhere around the world.
I've seen n****s get crossed up cuz they the realist. And all the realist n****s in the
streets ain't got no feelings.
It comes from being neglected and I'm so alone.
I'm in my own zone try to get my heart back.
Got to get my heart back to the way it used to love.
The way it used to be.
And the way it used to feel.
Before I fell in love.
Fell in love wit you.
Got to get my heart back to the way it used to love.
The way it used to be.
And the way it used to feel.
Before I fell in love.
Fell in love wit you.
The way I used to love baby.
The way I used to be baby.
The way I used to feel baby.
Before I fell in love baby.
The way I used to love baby.
The way I used to be baby.
The way I used to feel baby.
Before I fell in love baby.
by: Keisha Cole
I would have done anything for you.
And I learned when I realized you didn't love me the way that I loved you but now I know.
It's hurts inside.
Got to get my heart back to the way it used to love.
The way it used to be.
And the way it used to feel.
Before I fell in love.
Fell in love wit you.
Got to get my heart back to the way it used to love.
The way it used to be.
And the way it used to feel.
Before I fell in love.
Fell in love wit you.
All I want is true love.
Couldn't tolerate no more loving someone who couldn't learn to love somebody else.
That's why my heart ain't been the same.
Aye, Aye.
I see right now where it's heading down.
The same road I've seen before.
But no one told me that it would hurt this way.
And my life wouldn't be the same.
That's why I got to get my heart back to...
Got to get my heart back to the way it used to love.
The way it used to be.
And the way it used to feel.
Before I fell in love.
Fell in love with you.
You ain't gotta lie.
You see me lookin fly.
You want me on your arm.
Well I ain't got the time.
I've seen it all baby.
I've been around the world and it's a cold game everywhere around the world.
I've seen n****s get crossed up cuz they the realist. And all the realist n****s in the
streets ain't got no feelings.
It comes from being neglected and I'm so alone.
I'm in my own zone try to get my heart back.
Got to get my heart back to the way it used to love.
The way it used to be.
And the way it used to feel.
Before I fell in love.
Fell in love wit you.
Got to get my heart back to the way it used to love.
The way it used to be.
And the way it used to feel.
Before I fell in love.
Fell in love wit you.
The way I used to love baby.
The way I used to be baby.
The way I used to feel baby.
Before I fell in love baby.
The way I used to love baby.
The way I used to be baby.
The way I used to feel baby.
Before I fell in love baby.
by: Keisha Cole
56 REASONS
1. You love and praise God so much!
2.You can make me cry about the simples things
3.You understand what I’m thinking but not what I say
4.You care for me so much
5.You’re honest
6.Your kind only to me
7. You make me laugh
8. You’re intellgince
9. You worry about me
10.You let me be me….
11.You don’t change me, Even if I want to change for you
12.I feel safe in your arms
13.You’ve given me a reason to be happy again
14.You’ve promised a life I want to live
15.You only show your true self to me
16.Your mine….
17.You let me love you the way I want too.
18.You’ve accepted my imperfection and mistakes
19.You let me cry as much as I want
20.You make me fall in love with you again and again
21.You try to always be there for me
22.You’re talented as a musician
23.You’re down to earth
24. You are good in Math which I know I’m not
25.You’ve rebuild my broken heart
26.You’ve become my life
27.You’ve shown me a part of you that you don’t show to anyone else
28. You teach me good things
29.You allow me to torture you
30.You’re so huggable and kissable
31.I know I have your heart…
32.You’re the best guy I ever met
33.You don’t give-up on me
34.You’re the reason for my smile
35.You always comes up behind me and wraps your arms around me
36.You’ve stolen my heart
37.You’re sweeter than any guy I know
38.You’re a gentleman
39.You never get angry with me even if I forget to txt you
40.You try to obey all my weird requests
41.You never get annoyed with my ever changing mood
42.You always assure me I’m the only one
43.You always remind me you love me
44.I don’t need to do extravagant stuff to please you
45.You're my personal pillow
46.You let me tickle you
47.You let me sleep in your arms
48.You don’t mind if I’m a mess
49.I love you because you want me to be Yours
50.You’re not too over possessive
51.You drive me insane
52.I can be a baby around You
53.You surprise me
54.Your independent
55.You promised you won’t hurt me
56.You promised to be with me forever
2.You can make me cry about the simples things
3.You understand what I’m thinking but not what I say
4.You care for me so much
5.You’re honest
6.Your kind only to me
7. You make me laugh
8. You’re intellgince
9. You worry about me
10.You let me be me….
11.You don’t change me, Even if I want to change for you
12.I feel safe in your arms
13.You’ve given me a reason to be happy again
14.You’ve promised a life I want to live
15.You only show your true self to me
16.Your mine….
17.You let me love you the way I want too.
18.You’ve accepted my imperfection and mistakes
19.You let me cry as much as I want
20.You make me fall in love with you again and again
21.You try to always be there for me
22.You’re talented as a musician
23.You’re down to earth
24. You are good in Math which I know I’m not
25.You’ve rebuild my broken heart
26.You’ve become my life
27.You’ve shown me a part of you that you don’t show to anyone else
28. You teach me good things
29.You allow me to torture you
30.You’re so huggable and kissable
31.I know I have your heart…
32.You’re the best guy I ever met
33.You don’t give-up on me
34.You’re the reason for my smile
35.You always comes up behind me and wraps your arms around me
36.You’ve stolen my heart
37.You’re sweeter than any guy I know
38.You’re a gentleman
39.You never get angry with me even if I forget to txt you
40.You try to obey all my weird requests
41.You never get annoyed with my ever changing mood
42.You always assure me I’m the only one
43.You always remind me you love me
44.I don’t need to do extravagant stuff to please you
45.You're my personal pillow
46.You let me tickle you
47.You let me sleep in your arms
48.You don’t mind if I’m a mess
49.I love you because you want me to be Yours
50.You’re not too over possessive
51.You drive me insane
52.I can be a baby around You
53.You surprise me
54.Your independent
55.You promised you won’t hurt me
56.You promised to be with me forever
BESTFRIENDS
A BEST FRIEND
A best friend
is always there,
whether you need advice,
or a pep talk,
or even a shoulder to cry on.
A best friend
listens with her heart
and is always honest with you,
even though the truth
may not be
what you want to hear.
A best friend
knows all your secrets,
understands your fears
shares your dreams.
A best friend
never stops believing in you
even if you give up
on yourself.
you are
that kind of friend
to me.
And no matter what happens,
you always will be.
You are my best friend....
my forever friend.
- Renee Duvall
A best friend
is always there,
whether you need advice,
or a pep talk,
or even a shoulder to cry on.
A best friend
listens with her heart
and is always honest with you,
even though the truth
may not be
what you want to hear.
A best friend
knows all your secrets,
understands your fears
shares your dreams.
A best friend
never stops believing in you
even if you give up
on yourself.
you are
that kind of friend
to me.
And no matter what happens,
you always will be.
You are my best friend....
my forever friend.
- Renee Duvall
Chubz, I Love You
I am blessed
to have you in my life
A credit it is
for me to be your girlfriend.
My best friend in good moments
and my power in times of desperation.
My reason of sweet memoir’s
and my promise of forever.
You made this year and every year
the best in my life.
chubz
to have you in my life
A credit it is
for me to be your girlfriend.
My best friend in good moments
and my power in times of desperation.
My reason of sweet memoir’s
and my promise of forever.
You made this year and every year
the best in my life.
chubz
2 YEARS-6 MONTHS AND A LOVE OF A LIFETIME
God always preplanned everything in order and that includes love…
Ten years ago when I met this serious looking nerd guy, our paths met not by accident but through Gods predestination.
We enjoyed high school life separately he has his own goal and so am I. We were just batch mates who will smile when we passed by each other. He has his own love story and I also have my own corny share. I never had any close contact with him during our high school days and so with college life, I have my own serious relationship as he was enjoying his love affair with his first love. We never met in college even if his classmate was my best friend. No single incident that made our paths crossed.
Until one day….in an unexpected reunion…our batch mate called up for us to attend the wake of our high school teacher’s husband, we saw each other again but as usual we just said “hi”….after the wake nagkayayaan ang grupo to spent the rest of the day in Pagudpud I was so hesistant to go then but my best friend forced me to go with him since I will be his companion in going home. I went to Pagudpud with the rest of our batchmates and like our high school days di ko siya napapansin, at the end of the day all of us exchanged cellphone number so that we will not loss in contact with our other high school batch mates.
At that same day he texted me and ask me if I know him I just replied him “yes” and “good night”, he never stopped since that day reaching out and sharing. Summer time when he first asked me to go out with him at nakakatawa, kasi sobrang gutom na ko that day without any uncertainty I said yes, I believe that it was just purely a friendship date kasi he just broke up with his girlfriend as he shared to me. After that day di na niya ko tinantanan text ng text tawag ng tawag I even told him I am not yet ready for any serious relationship because I was still inlove with my ex(sikretong malupet kung sino man si ex na yun!) pero he never stopped.
On the 8th day of July, I answered him and that is the start of our new life together. He is very much different from any of my past relationships a super nice gentleman, God fearing and guy that you know you can spend the rest of your life with.
A guy that cried in front of me, did what I wanted to do, holds hands with me, hugs me when i’m sad, hugs me for no reason at all, calls(or texts) me to make sure I got home safe, told his secrets to me, show how much he cared through every word and every breath, believed in my dreams, gave his heart and the most important thing still prioritizes God instead of making me as his life.
I never thought that our relationship will be this long. Our life together has been tested for so many reasons we broke up for nth time but always comes back with each other. He has his attitudes that I don’t like at all and I have my “baby girl” attitude that he hates a lot. Time has been one of the serious problems we encountered for we don’t spent every moment with each other. But here we are still going strong, loving each other, understanding each other, sharing moments together, praying together and growing with our relationship.
I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share
With you I never wonder - will you be there for me
With you I never wonder - you're the right one for me
I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime
With every kiss our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
(But) we know that we will be together because our love is strong
I believed that our love will grow as we faced more chapters of our life. We are in the state of fixing our individual lives and careers and meeting towards our journey a life that God besets us, a life together for His immense glory and counting more years of a love of a lifetime.
To the guy I want to spent the rest of my life with,
Engr. Jesthony Gabriel Lagura
Isang gabi bago mag bagong taon nang di ako makatulog ito ang aking ginawa……..crazy thing..lol…early monthsary gift…
Ten years ago when I met this serious looking nerd guy, our paths met not by accident but through Gods predestination.
We enjoyed high school life separately he has his own goal and so am I. We were just batch mates who will smile when we passed by each other. He has his own love story and I also have my own corny share. I never had any close contact with him during our high school days and so with college life, I have my own serious relationship as he was enjoying his love affair with his first love. We never met in college even if his classmate was my best friend. No single incident that made our paths crossed.
Until one day….in an unexpected reunion…our batch mate called up for us to attend the wake of our high school teacher’s husband, we saw each other again but as usual we just said “hi”….after the wake nagkayayaan ang grupo to spent the rest of the day in Pagudpud I was so hesistant to go then but my best friend forced me to go with him since I will be his companion in going home. I went to Pagudpud with the rest of our batchmates and like our high school days di ko siya napapansin, at the end of the day all of us exchanged cellphone number so that we will not loss in contact with our other high school batch mates.
At that same day he texted me and ask me if I know him I just replied him “yes” and “good night”, he never stopped since that day reaching out and sharing. Summer time when he first asked me to go out with him at nakakatawa, kasi sobrang gutom na ko that day without any uncertainty I said yes, I believe that it was just purely a friendship date kasi he just broke up with his girlfriend as he shared to me. After that day di na niya ko tinantanan text ng text tawag ng tawag I even told him I am not yet ready for any serious relationship because I was still inlove with my ex(sikretong malupet kung sino man si ex na yun!) pero he never stopped.
On the 8th day of July, I answered him and that is the start of our new life together. He is very much different from any of my past relationships a super nice gentleman, God fearing and guy that you know you can spend the rest of your life with.
A guy that cried in front of me, did what I wanted to do, holds hands with me, hugs me when i’m sad, hugs me for no reason at all, calls(or texts) me to make sure I got home safe, told his secrets to me, show how much he cared through every word and every breath, believed in my dreams, gave his heart and the most important thing still prioritizes God instead of making me as his life.
I never thought that our relationship will be this long. Our life together has been tested for so many reasons we broke up for nth time but always comes back with each other. He has his attitudes that I don’t like at all and I have my “baby girl” attitude that he hates a lot. Time has been one of the serious problems we encountered for we don’t spent every moment with each other. But here we are still going strong, loving each other, understanding each other, sharing moments together, praying together and growing with our relationship.
I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share
With you I never wonder - will you be there for me
With you I never wonder - you're the right one for me
I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime
With every kiss our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
(But) we know that we will be together because our love is strong
I believed that our love will grow as we faced more chapters of our life. We are in the state of fixing our individual lives and careers and meeting towards our journey a life that God besets us, a life together for His immense glory and counting more years of a love of a lifetime.
To the guy I want to spent the rest of my life with,
Engr. Jesthony Gabriel Lagura
Isang gabi bago mag bagong taon nang di ako makatulog ito ang aking ginawa……..crazy thing..lol…early monthsary gift…
I live my Life for You
You know you're everything to me and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I live my life for you
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I live my life for you
SELFISHNESS! todays "value" of young professionals
When i was a child i used to say i will never go to abroad if i will go there i will just go for a tour and not to work because since i studied in a public school from prep till i graduated in college the idea of giving back the wisdom and experiences that i gain from it to the future generation of the Filipino youth.
I came across an add in the net searching for professional teachers to work abroad the salary is right and tripled the salary in our country. Since then i started to think what if? I will try it. What if i will go there,what if? all what if's?
i will try the luck in the promise land and leave my idea before.
I realized that I can't live and sustain my needs if I will just stay here I am just prolonging my agony of a financial unstable life.
Is it selfishness or just thinking for right thing. It's true that financially i will be rich if i will try it but how about the poor children who needs me in our country.
Will i just think for my own good or for my fellows needs.....
I am in the state of my mind where in i am harrast between myself and my community.
How about you young professional what should u do?
Will you be selfish or not?
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